More Confusion

Something very large changed in My life last weekend and I spent this week trying to make sense of it and get My bearings. Then tonight the guy that I sometimes mess around with came in. He was just in recently and tonight he came in out of the blue and weeks earlier than he normally would. He claimed he was "just checking on his machines," but he only opened two of them and peeked inside. It was obviously just an excuse. I doubt he made a special trip but probably he was in the area and decided to stop and see if he could get a piece from Me.

I had an unusually negative reaction to him touching Me. It was all I could do not to verbalize the feelings of...."ewwwww." I have no idea where that came from. Maybe I'm just too far into My kinky mood to respond positively to a vanilla sexual overture? I don't know.

Great. Something else I gotta figure out.

New Kinky Mood

Soooooooo...this has been an interesting day. I spent a good chunk of the afternoon having phone sex. I got two fabulous orgasms out of it. I'm thinking I should probably cum twice every day because just a few minutes ago I had My first good BP reading in more than a week. This morning's reading was still too high, but tonight's is nice and normal. Perhaps multiple orgasms is the key to My stress relief. LOL

This evening was filled with hotties at work. Damn I love the hot weather and we have a couple more days of heat lined up. Mmmmmmmmmm.

Finally, I'm off in a new perversion direction. Anyone up for some bestiality?