Friday, May 6, 2011

More Confusion

Something very large changed in My life last weekend and I spent this week trying to make sense of it and get My bearings. Then tonight the guy that I sometimes mess around with came in. He was just in recently and tonight he came in out of the blue and weeks earlier than he normally would. He claimed he was "just checking on his machines," but he only opened two of them and peeked inside. It was obviously just an excuse. I doubt he made a special trip but probably he was in the area and decided to stop and see if he could get a piece from Me.

I had an unusually negative reaction to him touching Me. It was all I could do not to verbalize the feelings of...."ewwwww." I have no idea where that came from. Maybe I'm just too far into My kinky mood to respond positively to a vanilla sexual overture? I don't know.

Great. Something else I gotta figure out.

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