When Hubby Meets Lover Part 1

I'm impatient for My lover to arrive. Yes, we've been meeting here at this hotel for months now, but this time is special. This time I've brought My husband along with Me. It's one thing for him to know he's being cuckolded, even to the point of licking My lover's cum out of Me after I arrive home from our meetings, but it's quite another when he is going to have to watch My lover fuck Me. Not to mention having to interact and serve Vic himself. It's a shame I "forgot" to tell him why we are here. We've gone to hotels before to meet men, but always they have been men who would fuck My husband. I do love to see the little slut get his asshole reamed by a real man, but this is the first time he will watch Me having sex with another man.


My hubby is not allowed to fuck Me himself anymore. Not that it makes much difference. He's so inadequate that he could never satisfy Me. He's timid when we are in bed and it's rather like making love to a mouse. Vic is nothing like that. He understands the value of being rough and knows how much I love when his big cock pounds into Me.

We sit and wait largely in silence. My hubby knows better than to question Me. I will tell him what's going on when I'm ready to. Or more accurately, he will find out what it going on when I start giving him orders. I'm wearing a tight black skirt and high black heels. My top clings in all the right places and shows am ample amount of cleavage, which I know Vic loves. My hubby is kneeling on the floor, almost naked. He's got little lacy pink panties on. He has to wear those all the time. We both love knowing that under his regular clothing is proof that he's nothing but a fluffy sissy.

His little pointless cock is locked to his balls. Long ago I had rings pierced into the head of his cock and the side of his balls and I padlock them together when I want him chastized. He has not cum in months although I do milk his prostate every couple of weeks.

My foot is bouncing up and down as My impatience builds. I notice his eyes following my foot, "Like what you see, cum dump?" I ask?

"Yyyyyessss...Goddess. Your feet are beautiful Goddess. All of you is beautiful Goddess."

Laughing I comment that he's well-trained and knows just what to say.

A knock at the door brings My laughter to an abrupt halt. "Finally!! Vic is here," I state with undisguised excitement. The color drains from My husbands face as he realizes what is about to happen, but I don't even notice. I've already rushed across the room to throw open the door. Vic pulls Me into his arms and kisses Me greedily telling Me it's been far too long since he's been able to touch Me.

To be continued...

A Teaser

Just by way of a teaser...I am working on a porn story to post here. It's going to have a cuckold theme. :-)

Tattoo

Many of you know that I've been through a journey to hell very recently and am working on recovering emotionally and physically. One of the things that I'm thinking of using symbolically is a tattoo which I will get when I feel that I am healed from what has happened. I saw some with Latin phrases written and I thought those were cool so I'm working on choosing a phrase. Old Bear and I have come up with some ideas between us and I thought I'd throw this out and see if anyone can think of any others. What I'm looking for is either one that encompasses my trip to the edge and return to life or something that discreetly references my Dominance. I don't want to have to "out" Myself to everyone who sees it so it has to be ambiguous. These are the phrases we have as possibilities so far, feel free to comment on any ideas you may have:

nulli secunda Second to none

tu ne cede malis sed contra audentior ito   Yield not to misfortunes, but advance all the more boldly against them

perfer et obdura; dolor hic tibi proderit olim   Be patient and tough; some day this pain will be useful to you.

dum vita est spes est  While there's life, there's hope

vestri animus postulo Mihi your soul needs Me

fortunatus es licitus succumbo the fortunate are allowed to surrender

non ducor duco -- I am not led; I lead

Looking For Slave

Finally I am getting better and can see the light at the end of the tunnel. For once, I'm sure that light is not a train. LOL So I've been working on ideas for the upcoming personal ads that I plan to put up to look for a slave. I plan to put them up on vanilla sites and kinky sites. Of course, it would be easier to find a compatible sub and take it from there, but unfortunately, most of the subs I have encountered are committed elsewhere, either with wife or girlfriend and I'm just a plaything to them. So I rather suspect that I'm going to be finding a male with submissive tendencies off a vanilla site (something like eharmony or match.com) and letting things grow more slowly out of that. At least those men are looking for actual relationships.


I have been working with a friend for a while now on how to word the ads and I've included some of his suggestions here. You guys know him...he writes here and on other blogs as "Old Bear." Basically, what I'm looking for is a submissive male (whether he knows he's subbie or not LOL) who will appreciate and value me and who makes me feel cherished by and important to him. Someone smart enough to recognize that I am the best thing that ever happened to him.

I also want someone who will be willing to be a parent to my daughter. She does not have a father and most of you should be aware of how important a father is to a daughter. I grew up without one myself, so I know firsthand how important it is. It's important to me that she be valued for herself. Many men would "tolerate" her in order to have me. Others would be willing to be her buddy. That's not enough for me. Or her. I spent my childhood being treated as a burden to the people who raised me. I would never put her in that position. And she does not need another friend. She has her own. She needs a dad. So I will be adding the following line to all my ads: "If things work out long term between us, you will be expected to be a father-figure to my child. If you are unwilling to do this, we are not compatible"

Anyway, those are my thoughts and after discussing them with Old Bear, these are the suggestions he came up with. I'm putting them here with his permission:

"Headstrong, opinionated woman, single with child, seeks man who will adore my beauty and respect my right to decide things in our relationship. Looks less important than a cooperative attitude towards me and a respectful attitude towards women.

This Lady seeks LTR with a man who will make my needs to be your main focus and priority. In return you get my affection and attention, and get to be with an exciting and intriguing woman.

Always a Strong Woman, mostly a Good Person, Often a Loving Lady, When you are lucky a cruel manipulative tormentress. Seeks a man who will return my attentions and efforts with his devotion, adoration, and pliability.

Your hunger to be and do for my benefit will consume you. Your life will glow with my pleasure as yours recedes in our relationship. I will use, adore, & enjoy your desperation."

I absolutely love that last one. :-)

Goddess H.

Trying Again

Okay, I'm going to try again to begin posting here regularly. Today I took a gigantic step toward normalizing My life again and I have many more steps lined up next week so I think I'm ready to start posting again. Clearly I was not ready last time I tried.

Anyway, yesterday we took My sister out to celebrate her birthday. My girls wore sundresses. In the rest of the country they would have been popsicles, but here they were quite comfy. Southern California has a lot of downsides, but the weather isn't one of them. So for those of you in less lovely parts of the country. Nah nah. LOL