My current sexual interest is nursing. I would not go so far as to call it an obsession, but it is definitely of great interest to Me at this time. As I said in My profile, and for those of you linking here from another site, in My personal ads, I am not lactating. I'm just interested in the suckling and the emotions and behaviors that go along with "nursing."
It has been something that has appeared in My fantasies occasionally for years but I've never pursued it or tried to nurture those fantasies. It would just pop up once in a while. A couple months back I saw some people where I work who I am almost certain were engaging in some "stolen" nursing and that kind of triggered some more serious thoughts on the subject.
Since then I'd say about 75% of My fantasies have contained nursing. The last few days I've been super horny and all of My fantasies have involved nursing. It's not the only activity or even necessarily the main activity, but it's always there.
Do any of you have experience with it? Is it as emotionally uplifting and fulfilling as it seems it could be or do you just end up feeling silly?
Dear Goddess,
ReplyDeletewhen I was in my mid 30s I met a Lady at a party who was in her late 40s. I was always into older voluptuous women so I hit on her right away and she proved to be very receptive, in fact a bit overly eager. We went to her place after the party and when in bed she proposed, and in fact almost begged to "play baby", i.e. she would lay me on her lap and nurse me. She was awesomely gorgeous with wide hips, love handles, and a pair of very large, round breasts but I got cold feet because the image brought up my mother resulting in my libido going into deeply negative territory. I let nervously and her close to tears.
It was in NYC and as my luck would have it a few months later I ran into her on a subway platform. We started to talk and we again hit it off nicely, I saw that she was quite into me again and I found her awesomely gorgeous again. I told her that I felt bad about the way things ended and she, a bit nervously, asked me if I wanted to go to her place again. Of course I said yes. We found ourselves in bed again and she told me we "don't have to" act out the nursing fantasies. Strangely however by then I was interested, and this time my mother's image came and went in an instant, leaving me with anticipation of this "new kink" I was about to try. By the time we were discussing it I was on and in her, my hips halfway sunken into her soft, adipose belly but she told me to pull out.
She sat up and I lay my head on her thigh, her large breast hanging over my face like a large, warm fruit. She called me "baby" and told me to "suckle on mommy" and that "mommy's gonna make baby very happy".
And she did - massaging and masturbating my cock while at the same time nursing me. She handled me extremely well, sensed when I was getting close to coming and she held herself back. My climax came after such repeated frustrations as I was practically convulsing in her lap, her nipple protruding into my mouth like a gag.
Then I had to make "mommy very happy" and I did, repeatedly, by moving my never-tiring tongue to lower and deeper parts of her body.
We had developed somewhat of a relationship, based mostly on sex which was always some variation of our first encounter. It started to fizzle out when she turned out to be unreceptive to _my_ fantasies which were submissive in nature. I was hoping to awaken some dominant tendencies in her but she was not interested.
This happened about 20 years ago.
Goddess, I found Your profile on CM where I am on as "wailos". I hope you found my story interesting.
I LEFT nervously, instead of LET nervously
ReplyDeleteHi Fred. Thanks for commenting. Especially thanks for sharing your experience. Unfortunately I have not yet been able to try nursing in real-life so I'm unsure how much I will actually enjoy it although I suspect it will be something I enjoy and will want to incorporate consistently. Hmmm...come to think of it, I haven't used it in fantasy yet either. I mean, of course, it's been in My own private fantasies, but I have some males with whom I engage in fantasy building/sharing and two of them do sometimes call Me Mommy, but we haven't included nursing in our discussions. One because he uses "Mommy" simply as a title that is interchangeable with Goddess or Ma'am. There are no special/unique activities we included with "Mommy." It's just the usual stuff we talk about.
ReplyDeleteThe other male has ummm...issues...and so I am not free to be loving, affectionate, or healing toward him. So the nursing would not work in the limited context that he uses "Mommie." I guess the nursing does bring up an area that I have not explored much within My Dominance...that loving, affectionate, healing side. Not that there is anything wrong with the cruel, pushy, aggressive side but that's not all I am. Perhaps that is why nursing appeals so much. It would allow Me to explore parts of Dominance that I've largely neglected. Anyway, thanks again for sharing your experience. It's good to know others are doing some of these same stuff I'm looking for.
Goddess H.